Miraculous Angel

Blessed 2011!

2011-01-11T05:44:00.000-08:00

11.1.2011 。。。超幸运的5条1嘞。。。今天也是我2011年的新转点。。。我。。。今年就要结婚了！而今天拍婚纱照去了。。。^^v

久违的部落格

2010-03-13T06:13:00.000-08:00

隔了一年才发现原来我有这部落格。。。也发现自己好久没写部落格了。
好多话想写下，但却不知从何开始。。。
2008到2010这段时间真的发生好多事情。。。我也改变了许多。。。

家里又发生了我最不希望再发生的事情，因为它是我的恶梦，是个污点。。。但又能怎样？？？要发生的始终还是会发生，怎么阻止也无法阻止的了。。所以只好告诉自己坚强点吧！！

而当我以为不属于我的幸福，却在我想放弃，也在2008年的最后两天住进我心里了。。。现在的我好幸福，真的。。。幸福。。。

GOD WANTS ME TO TELL YOU...

2008-08-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

GOD WANTS ME TO TELL YOU...
Everything that is going wrong in your life today shall be well with you
this year. You have been destined to make it and you shall surely achieve
all your goals this year. For the remaining months of this year (2008),
all your agonies will be diverted and victory and prosperity will be
incoming in abundance. Today God has confirmed the end of your sufferings,
sorrows, and pains because HE that sits on the throne has remembered you.
He has taken away the hardships and given you JOY. He will never let you down..
I knocked at heaven's door this morning, God asked me... My child! What
can I do for you? And I said, 'Father, please protect and bless the person
reading this message'.. God smiled and answered... Request granted.

才发现原来等待是傻瓜的名词。。。:'(

2008-08-14T00:08:00.000-07:00

曾经以为我的幸福已来领了。。。
曾经以为我真的不会再伤心了。。。
曾经以为我的等待不会再是等待而已。。。
曾经以为我的真心换来了一个幸福的结局。。。

但我的结局还是一样，
换来的只是一次又一次的失望。

我真的无力了。看着自己一次又一次的失望。
允许自己一次又一次的被伤害，感觉真的好笨。

常让自己有藉口，常安慰自己等待一定会有结果的。
到最后才发现原来等待是傻瓜的名词。。。

我不是想像中那么坚强。一旦被伤害我已很难痊愈了。。。

music of life

2008-07-09T22:25:00.000-07:00

what music can perform ten years?
no writer,no performer, also dont have guest... just have you alone...
when music stop, no people stand up clap and cheer up, no megnesium light rise and fall alternately, just have you alone...
this music call LIFE. and lonesome...is main melody of life...

But I'm really thanks God, He give me a life that fill with happiness and purpose.
I thanks God for musical!
I thanks God that thru music, I safe soul.
I thanks God that my music of life is meaningful with God...
lonesone, although still appear, but God never promise lonesome to me, He just promise wherever I go whatever I do, He will be right beside me.

July 02, 2008 Wednesday -Mountain

2008-07-01T22:13:00.000-07:00

All this while i thought that I'm ok. I thought that I can do it, I thought that I can gone through.
But reality told me that I'm wrong.
I'm is the cheerful gals... tht is from fren comment. But they don't know that once my heart is hurt, is hard to cure... I'm keep continue pray to God that this day won't come. And all this while I really obey with what He say. But this time I disobey His word, and it make me feel more terrible than before... I keep continue say sorry but heart still pain... I know that He will cure me but I know I need to take a long rest.
Now I'm decided!
My heart got a mountain. The journey to go up the mountain although is long and hard and between of that will face alot of problem. But I decided go up the mountain alone. I also know that I can overcome all the problem when going up hill. And I trust that God is just beside me and walk with me up to the mountain. Although the journey is long, although it will take all of my energy, although I'm maybe will fall down, but I trust that I can overcome it. The things that I need is just TIMING to climb to up hill. And God is with me all the time...
Now... all the things that I need is make myself happy. As happy as I can... :)

情画

2008-06-24T02:03:00.000-07:00

画上的油彩早已被风干
该怎么来完成
我不明白记忆的图案放在旧货摊
我担心会有谁懂的疼爱
雪白的礼服挂在那等待
淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀教堂门已开
而你却不在玫瑰步道看不到末端
我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是不罢手
强颜欢笑背后在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
这段情我放不开
淡淡的灰朦有一丝悲哀
教堂门已开而你却不在玫瑰步道看不到末端
我孤单我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是不罢手强颜欢笑背後在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷只愿你听得到
从分开到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤为回忆上了锁
这段情我已放不开
这段情我放不开

My 22nd birthday celebration

2008-05-26T19:10:00.000-07:00

My 22nd Birthday Celebration Video Clip...
Edit by Serene Khoo :p

Grandma Restaurant

2008-05-26T18:49:00.000-07:00

Section Lunch for CSC at Grandma...

Here is the food for 8 ppl...=P

1st is the egg... dunno wat the name, just know is egg, ahahah...
2nd= Grandma rekemended Kicap Tau Fu... (erm... the taste so so only :P)

3rd... Butter Chicken (*this is the nicer food at Grandma, and is strongly recommended by me)

4th ... Tomyam Seafood .... The taste still ok, not bad...Last... sure need so green food la... ahahaha

Good Article

2008-05-19T17:25:00.000-07:00

My wife called, 'How long will you be with that newspaper? Will youcome here and make your darling daughter eat her food?I tossed the paper away and rushed to the scene. My only daughterSindu looked frightened; tears were welling up in her eyes. In front ofher was a bowl filled to its brim with curd rice. Sindu is a nice child,quite intelligent for her age.I cleared my throat, and picked up the bowl. 'Sindu, darling, whydon't you take a few mouthful of this curd rice? Just for Dad's sake,dear.Sindu softened a bit, and wiped her tears with the back of her hands.'Ok, Dad. I will eat - not just a few mouthfuls, but the whole lot of
this. But, you should...' Sindu hesitated. 'Dad, if I eat this entirecurd Rice, will you give me whatever I ask for?''Promise'. I covered the pink soft hand extended by my daughter withmine, and clinched the deal. Now I became a bit anxious. 'Sindu dear,you shouldn't insist on getting a computer or any such expensive items.Dad does not have that kind of money right now. Ok?' No, Dad. I do not want anything expensive'. Slowly and painfully,she finished eating the whole quantity. I was silently angry with mywife and my mother for forcing my child to eat something that shedetested.After the ordeal was through, Sindu came to me with her eyes widewith expectation. All our attention was on her.'Dad, I want to have my head shaved off, this Sunday!' was herdemand. 'Atrocious!' shouted my wife, 'A girl child having her headshaved off? Impossible!' 'Never in our family!' My mother rasped. 'Shehas been watching too much of television. Our culture is getting totallyspoiled with these TV programs!''Sindu darling, why don't you ask for something else? We will be sadseeing you with a clean-shaven head.' 'Please, Sindu, why don't youtry to understand our feelings?' I tried to plead with her.'Dad, you saw how difficult it was for me to eat that Curd Rice'.Sindu was in tears. 'And you promised to grant me whatever I ask for.Now, you are going back on your words. Was it not you who told me thestory of King Harishchandra, and its moral that we should honor ourpromises no matter what?'It was time for me to call the shots. 'Our promise must be kept.'Are you out your mind?' chorused my mother and wife. 'No. If we goback on our promises, she will never learn to honor her own. Sindu, yourwish will be fulfilled.'With her head clean-shaven, Sindu had a round-face, and her eyes
looked big and beautiful.On Monday morning, I dropped her at her school. It was a sight towatch my hairless Sindu walking towards her classroom. She turned aroundand waved. I waved back with a smile. Just then, a boy alighted from acar, and shouted, 'Sinduja, please wait for me!' What struck me was thehairless head of that boy. 'May be, that is the in-stuff', I thought.'Sir, your daughter Sinduja is great indeed!' Without introducingherself, a lady got out of the car, and continued,' that boy who iswalking along with your daughter is my son Harish. He is sufferingfrom... Leukemia.' She paused to muffle her sobs. Harish could notattend the school for the whole of the last month. He lost all his hairdue to the side effects of the chemotherapy. .. He refused to come backto school fearing the unintentional but cruel teasing of theschoolmates. 'Sinduja visited him last week, and promised him that shewill take care of the teasing issue. But, I never imagined she wouldsacrifice her lovely hair for the sake of my son! Sir, you and your wifeare blessed to have such a noble soul as your daughter.'I stood transfixed and then, I wept. 'My little Angel, you areteaching me how self-less real love is!'The happiest people on this planet are not those who live on theirown terms but are those who change their terms for others & inspireothers.

WHY GOD ALLOWS PAIN AND SUFFERING

2008-04-20T02:31:00.000-07:00

This is one of the best explanations of
Why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut & his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.
They talked about so many things and various subjects.
When they eventually touched on the subject of God,
the barber said: 'I don't believe that God exists.'
'Why do you say that?' asked the customer.
'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that
God doesn't exist.
Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children?
If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.
I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things.'
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.
Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:
'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'
'How can you say that?' asked the surprised barber.
'I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!'
'No!' the customer exclaimed. 'Barbers don't exist because
if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside.'
'Ah, but barbers DO exist!
That's what happens when people do not come to me.'
'Exactly!' affirmed the customer.
'That's the point! God, too, DOES exist!
That's what happens when people do not go to Him
and don't look to Him for help.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world.'
If you think God exists, send this to other people---
If you think God does not exist, delete it!

BE BLESSED & BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS !